Feeling

Right now, I am feeling.....tired, overwelmed, unworthy, anxiety, and long.

Tired-I am JUST feeling tired; no real enplanation there. I usually am always feeling tired. I never get enough sleep even on weekends

Overwelmed (I don't even know if I spelt that right)-I am overwelmed with the thoughts of failing, not being worthy (I'll explain later), chores, not fufilling My Bucket List, and just plain school and family. It always feels like I have to do more than most, even though when I complain everyone says I shouldn't because others have it worse. I try and try but I always feel that it's not good enough.

Unworthy-I feel unworthy right now because I feel as though I am letting everyone down. How? I don't really know. But ever since I was real little I have always felt like this.

Anxiety-For tomorrow, obviously. Tomorrow is a presentation that everyone in my class has to do. And I feel anxiety for it because.....I don't really know....again.

Long-I feel longing toward people, love, worthiness, acceptness, and most of all for the day when I will be happy and unlonely.

Sometimes, in general, I feel as though I am standing still and the world is rushing pass around me.