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I went to girl scout camp this weekend...and the whole time everyone was using my cell for texting because I was the only one who had service! And...and then Trish got mad at Rachel and I for not doing what we were supposed to do...and actually we were working the hardest!!!

So, I have been texting this guy named....something mexican lol I don't know how to spell it. He goes to my school but I've never met him...and he has taken a liking to me apparently even though we've never met each other before. He then said, while on the camping trip, that he wanted to try out saying something and that something was...I love you. And I don't necessarily like the dude because I don't know how he acts around other people..and I'm afraid.

Jon still likes me...and I have no idea what I'm going to do about that. And he's not going on the summer trip...thank God.

Will is going on the summer trip and I am making baked goods for the meeting at Carisse's house tomorrow to prove to him that I can bake. He's starting to get fed up of me...but I changed that...well sort of. He's also starting to tell me a lot more...like about other 8th graders. And I have no idea what has changed him...but...never mind him telling me things and changing is upsetting me...because that means somethings happened and.... Yeah, I'm just a freak!

I think this is it....

Actually it's not. My friend Rachel was going out with a guy named Stephen and they recently broke up because he was cheating on her. Rachel, Gabby, and I met him at a park the other weekend and afterwards he told all three of us that he likes Gabby and I. he also said that he doesn't want to go out with rachel anymore. rachel and Stephen were messaging on myspace that night and made an arrangement to be friends with benefits...Stephen was also texting me at the time and asked me to go to the park with him...alone. I didn't go and he probaly doesn't like me anymore because of it and I don't care. Apparently, Rachel and him aren't friends with benefits anymore but I don't believe it and I'm pissed at her for being in that arrangement.

I might go over to Rachel's house tomorrow to go to the park and meet...the mexican dude lol I can't spell his name. But I really doubt I will go over to her place because I won't have a ride there.