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I'm addicted to some lyrics, not the song, just some lyrics. And unfortunately my family thinks that the sounds that I like aren't suitable for a young girl to listen to. I only listen to the beat not the lyrics and only my mom understands this, but no one else does. :(

Sorry, I haven't updated this for a while. Well, Saturday, June 6th, was my birthday and I officially turned 13. I was happy about this until later that night, I was texting W and he told me he still liked one of my best friends, B. This made me feel betrayed and heart-broken. So, I decided to skate by myself for the rest of the night because my friends were hooking up with guys and I like someone so, me hooking up with a guy when I already like someone itsn't the best idea. But, my plan got savataged when I got a blister on the inner part of my foot. I, then, decided to play DDR with one of my friends named Jenae. She got distrated by some guys who were apparently messing with her so she stopped completely which wasted my money. The guys, then, sat on my pretzel and knocked over my slushie, wasting more of my money. They even messed up my DDR game. I was so pissed that I pushed one of the guys over and then he started to cuss at me. :( It wasn't very fun. So, for the rest of the night, I sat at a candy vending machine thing and collected candy, which my friends gladly ate even though I was crying.
IT WAS PROBALY THE WORST BIRTHDAY.......EVER!!!!!!!!!

Now, onto other things. Monday, or was it Tuesday, I forget, but one of those days, W asked my best friend to the 8th grade dance. She said that she would like to only be friends. B told me what happened and I told her about my birthday. I don't really think that she thought kindly of W after that. He's a nice, sweet, caring person, just he was being a total asshole.

I asked him why he lied to me and he said he didn't lie to me. I gave him advice and he told me that he was an asshole and doesn't deserve me as a friend. I ask him to sign my yearbook and he asks me to sign his. He wrote something so nice and long while I wrote I would miss him.

I felt so happy after I read what he wrote, but also sad and mad at myself that I didn't write something more.

My friend even put a heart around him in my yearbook! Not very cool, the whole time he had my yearbook I was afraid he would see it, even though he already knows that I like him. It would just be really really embarrasing especially if he asked about it and I had to explain.

On to other topics, a guy I met at camp last year decided to text me again. He then confessed to me saying that he has loved me since last year. I asked him why he didn't say anything sooner and he said that his friend was always around. I told him that I didn't like him and he calls me sexy in return. Everytime he would start texting me, he would say hey sexy. And god it made me feel so uncomfortable and awkward and it felt like he was stalking me!!!! I asked W what I should do about it and he said I shouold tell a parent. I told him my mom would freak and wouldn'tt let me use my cell anymore while I already told my dad and he said to ignore him. W then suggested getting a parent to talk to him. So, I told him that my dad read my messages and told me that I wasn't able to text or see or talk to him again. Which worked!!! Now he doesn't text me or call me or message me on facebook!!!! I'm so happy!

Today, I brought 16 Sharpies to school and none of them got taken away!! Which made me even happier!!!

And now I'm sad again because I won't be able to see W next school year. But I'm happy again because I can see him for 3 whole weeks during summer vacation!!!!! YAY!!!! :)

Okay, I think I'm finished. lol